Monday, October 24, 2011

I thought it would be easy now

I have been getting herceptin since Feb 2011.  At the beginning with chemo and now just herceptin.  I had not noticed any bad side affects and have had good reports for heart function.  My biggest concern has been since I started the tamoxifen.  2 days after my herceptin treatment and starting the tamoxifen I experienced extreme emotions; crying, anxiety, depression.  I had spent the day with my daughter (at her college), a boring 4 hour drive round-trip and assumed the emotion was related; empty nester.  As it continued on through the evening and next day, my concerns grew.  With a busy schedule on Monday, I went to bed early to escape and had to hit the floor running.  Still feeling blue but able to function, I ignored the experience.

Now, I am experiencing the same thing again.  I had herceptin on Thursday (and tamoxifen as usual).  Again, by coincidence we had the college visit and 4 hour drive.  The tears hit shortly after we got on the road that morning and continued for most of the next 48 hours.  I did not take tamoxifen yesterday per doctors orders.  Am I the only one experiencing this emotional roller coaster? 

I do already take fluoxetine and cymbalta for depression.  My docs are aware of this.

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